Bad Month

recently many bad things happened to me
1st, both of them suddenly get away from me
2nd, my beloved 2nd bro getting more sick (christian slave)
3rd recently i've being conned for rm700
4th mum get rob
5th i didnt manage to do my revision

why is this happening to me??
i'm so so so sad
nobody there for me anymore
i dunno who to share my things anymore
i lost my direction

Recycle

Paper can be recycled
Does my life have being recycled now?
Why is the same thing happened again?

I'm afraid to lose a friend like them
yet
I have no choice and don't know what should I do
to avoid the same ending

I am really
out of my hand
out of my mind
nothing just go right

I understand their feel
therefore
I should be more understanding
and start to adapt myself
though I am suffering as what they suffer now