Thursday, February 25, 2010

Moody Again

right after 2010 cny, start alot asisgnment and exam.
felt sooooo stress whenever my coursemate kepe ask me how 2 do the assignment
make me feel like what also i don;t know after a month+ lecture

and weird getting weird
i thought i will fall in love wif other guy and stop thinking him
but
why when i close my eyes, i still can see you?
a clear scene pop out in my mind
that time you fetch me out and fetch me back hostel
you wanted to kiss me but i reject
cause i too shy to accept
did that make you feel embarrassed?
i'm really sorry if do, but deep in my heart, i really love you

it's been a year for us to separate edi
it's pretty hurt when i know i'm nobody for you now
but what can i do? everything just out of my control
no matter how hard i try, i know i sure have to endure the pain until i get to the next relation
but.. i doubt if i really can move on with other guy
coz i really cant forget every second that we have spent togather

sorry to myself. i'm just a failure.
now, i don't have other to talk with, because my best fren is wif u, my another very best fren sure will scold me n stop in touch wif me if i tell him this..
i'm... lost

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

#14

after a great celebration with my family at Jaya Palace, I suppose to be on the sky, but why do you want to interrupt me again?

a very good moment with you
happy
we are back together
we start talking like those days

"walkin in the sun ~~"
my alarm pull me back to reality

when your shadow can disappear from my mind?
really pain
i know you have forget me
i have become a nobody for you
ur eyes only see her

please god
i need your power
to relieve myself
i really in pain now

enduring

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

You again

You always give me pain
and hurt me
why you want to be so selfish
i don't want to blame it's your fault
afterall the problem is me

but can you just be more kind to me
stop hurting me
i really pain in my heart
you two selfish fella
can you all just stop showing in front of me
i hate you two!